pens and tissues

I stopped my car in front of his house. And just like every other day, to call or text him telling that I am there, waiting for him is impossible, as my line is barred due to the outstanding amount of bill that I kept a secret from my mom. 

My thoughts lingered to the happenings a few minutes ago.

I was furious. Yes, furious. I was hungry, very hungry. and I was having my period. 

I was waiting for Keet to come back from his badminton game with his friends, so that we could go dinner together. And he's been gone since god knows when, and yet not a single text was received explaining 'this'.

I off and on my phone, a few times. In hopes that he called. A habit that I picked up, since way back, whenever I am waiting for a call or text from a guy. 

It was 10.30 pm, when the phone buzzed. 

No, I am not going to dinner with this guy, I decided to pretend that I am sleeping, 'biar padan muka, siapa suruh lambat, muahaha' an evil thought crossed my mind.

the phone continued on buzzing, and stopped for awhile. I pick up the phone, '2 missed calls'.

and followed by a whatsapp text.

'baby..'

dont 'baby' me.

'baaaabyyyy'...

again, don't 'baby' me..

'don't tell me you fell asleep'

shit, I'm freaking hungry...

So I replied. 

And here I am now, waiting for him. As if, like he knows I am outside waiting for him, he came out from the house, locking the door and gates behind him.

' Hey, I am wearing you favorite tshirt, and your favorite perfume, can smell or not?'

Shit that smile. *melts

' And I brought tissues because your car have none.' 

' And here's a bunch of pens, since you kept borrowing from people and lost them all the time, SO stop borrowing people's pen okay..'

Oh god. He just knows how to pujuk me.

Love you baby.